A Positive Attitude Will Lead to Positive Outcomes

Friday, May 21, 2010

--[SURAT UTK BF YG DI KASIHI]--

wahai kekasihku... harini..mlm ni..aku sedih.. ko taw?? xtaw kan.. erm.. taw kenapa? sbb ak sedaye upaya xnk gadoh n xnk lagi kecik ati ngn ko.. tp??? harini ak kol ko.. tp ko xangkat.. ak msj xbls... then ak kol lagi dlm kul 11 td.. your mom yg pick up da phone.. n know what.. your mom said yg u tade kat rumah.. xbalik lagi g memancing.. im shock.. how.. i kol u mule2 dlm kul 7 lebih.. n that time is magrib already... i thought u solat.. its ok.. buat lame2 i tgk jam da kul 10 lebih n unfortunately my phone tade 1 msj pon.. i piki positive yg u da tido.. then i msj say gud nyte..

but.. suddenly i tergerak nk kol u.. n that time la yg your mom pick up my kol n she said yg u g memancing n u forgot 2 bring your phone.. how com dear.. i feel so sad.. im crying n crying again.. i do know why.. baru yesterday u n i berbaik balik n today i mule feel down again.. n sad again.. im crying again.. u know why?? becoz im trying harder 2 jage hati u.. i xnk sakitkan ht u.. i xnk buat u mrh lagi.. but.. dear u taw harini byk bende i nk cite kat u .. psl keje.. but.. u takde.. i know we r in long distance love.. but.. ntah la.. i dah mule give up dear.. bukan i xcube.. mybe i bukan yg u impikan.. i taw i kasar.. xlembut mcm u nak.. i slalu ckp kasar ngn u.. but i mmg mcm tu.. i taw i salah coz xd lahirkan menjadi seorg wanita yg lembut although meaning of my name is "cahaya kelembutan.. "

but.. becoz of my background la i xnk tunjuk yg i lembut.. so many thing yg kite masih jauh xphm each other.. im crying time i post this entry.. i do know .. i love u but.. why this happen 2 us..im sorry coz im crying again n again.. i force myself 2 x piki negative.. n at the same time i tepakse menangis.. poyo ke awek u ni?? i do know.. last day u ade ckp u give me one more chance again in our relationship... dear.. u know i rs u letak sume salah tu kat bahu i.. x penah ckp i bg u peluang 1x ke 1000x ke utk kite.. i terase.. even i ganas mcm jantan u ckp.. ekceli dlm ht i ade taman rashidah utama yg u xtaw.. but i told u now.. terpulang la kat u..

i sedih.. i nk nanges kat bahu sape i xtaw.. sorry dear.. im so sad... ~!!!


p/s* why so many typing error & spelling error i pon do know.. i tabesalah T_T

da ok skit da.. so cmni la entry ak... harap maklum..:)







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